I am a bit confused, I believe you are a gifted person, and an educated one, skillful.
Depression is to my eyes an illness and as such we have to pay attention, get support, medicines if necessary when the suffering is unberable.
Voices, internal ones are part of a rich interior life, they have a reason, and again it is a journey where having a guide, a supporter, a wise professional is for the best
Yoga makes us see and feel our body, it balances us ..........
Budism gave me a wonderful and appropiate understanding of "the persona"
I do not want to extent myself since I do not know you
Take care of yourself
SAT NAM
Shanti
From: noti.yorwil <
noti.yorwil@yahoo.com>
Subject: [Kundalini Yoga] Re: Voices & Depression
To:
Kundaliniyoga@yahoogroups.comReceived: Tuesday, 22 June, 2010, 5:09 PM
Your spirit is blessed in addition to your intellectual gifts. This is so rare; take great care to cultivate inwardly these 'seeds'.
Why does fear arise when you wake up just before the music starts?
Could you try to study or write about the fear the instant it happens... the source of it will be very subtle and hidden, so keep searching every time. Be suspicious that the ego is afraid of the divine and is intent on holding you back. The stories of God vs. Satan, or good vs. evil, are all metaphors for the ego vs. spirit.
The music holds a message for your inner spirit and potentially also for you to compose for the world.
Dizziness could be merely from the body not able to handle well the 'divine energy' so to speak; this is one half of the reason why we practice yoga. The other half is to learn to identify ego and soul/spirit.
There is nothing more important than learning to disconnect from ego/thoughts and re-connecting with spirit.
--- In Kundaliniyoga@yahoogroups.com, kim regan <regank23@...> wrote:
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> Its funny you mention Freud and Jung When I was young very young I was considered an "Intellectually Gifted" child I would go to the library just to read Sigmund and Jung when I was 10'11 yrs old they interested me so. Last night music came to me again, this has been happening lately I wake up and feel very frightened and dizzy if I toss to turn on another side and then it suddenly will start the music slowly from the very first note and then a slight bit louder. Its amazingly beautiful the harmonies and beat. The voice was very distant but it sounded like a male. It had a lot of guitar riff It was about Christmas and I couldn't make out all the words but this christmas is going to be a very happy one for the world. I know you must think I am insane and my Dr clearly will tell you I am majorly depressed but he is not sure about my being psychotic I played cello when I was 10 but I don't now sometimes and this will happen very very rarely if someone
hands
> me a guitar I can suddenly strum out a song without lyrics and peoples mouths drop They say I never knew you played and I say I didn't know either! I think I am going to get one amd see what happens only like last night after the music finished and ALL the uneasiness that I felt along with it I drifted off to sleep I can't remember the actual music sometimes I can and I will hum it all day so I can remember but soon life gets to busy and I forget again can you please tell me what you think of all this Honestly Thank you K
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